6/25/2007

Sooo, I turned 24 this month. The strange thing is, I actually FEEL older, which is a rarity for me on birthdays.

And I don't mean older like than sense of encroaching doom, like "oh no, I'm getting older, I'm closer to the grave..." but no, actually I feel older like in the sense of making more mature decisions. More mature decisions in how I spend my time, my goals, how much I drink, how I conduct my personal relationships. It's kinda scary, but kinda... not.

Hahaha and y'know, this change might not even come from age exactly. Could just be all the intense experiences I've had in recent months that gave me some perspective. In any case, I guess I should be thankful... I would sometimes worry that I would never be grown up. And I plan on continuing to make bad decisions from time to time, just for old time's sake.

The funny thing is, I STILL like cartoons... :^)